i havent even been blogging for a long time. so like, things have happened here & there. like nga going on my blog & taxing my poems ... ? i didnt even think she would READ my blog. anyways, ive changed out of geo & chem so thats all good, at least i'll pass most of my subjects :) im so cold atm ! was sports day today ; my first time going to one lol. it was alright but since i didnt do any event i just walked around & watched others & cheered. it got pretty boring so me & philong left back to his house :) nothing to really do these days.. so boring. going out is gay. that reminds me i just started to work at minh's place with her :) i dont like the boss but oh well, who can complain. im there for the money & thats it. i really need it. well im off to keep warm. so fucking cold --''

in english were learning bout poetry and i've recently been caught up on one of my old habits when i was younger & that was going thru beautiful poems. even though the ones that catch my heart arent written by famous poets but they are beautiful in my way lol.

We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.

When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.

It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

We love our parents,
our brothers and sisters,
our boyfriends and girlfriends,
our cats and dogs,
our comfortable shoes
and our baseball gloves.

Love
- It's a short word,
easy to spell,
difficult to defind,
impossible to live without.

rip - mj.

so holidays have beeen okay here & tehre so far. mostly boring. & my baby philong left to go sydney for 3days this morning which isnt okay :( i gotta admit even 3days is going to kill me.
so on wednesday me phil & bich went out ; it was pretty boring ayes. didnt know what to do but go around & round shopping & shit
on thursday i suprised philong by showing up at his house lol.
on friday took my sister out to see her friends while i went off with philong. we came back home & did ALOT of walking around here & tehre. but it was good since the suprise i found out was that he was leaving the nxt morning :( he tried his best to stay but he couldnt. his dad wouldnt let him :(
& here it is ; saturday & im home alone all bored. mum is coming back on thursday so thats good i guess. kinda miss her since living with dad is a certain kinda hell --''
nga's sister, annie, is holding her wedding a week from today. i hope we can attend, havent been to a wedding yet so hopefully.

oh & the sad news of michael jackson's death ; my opinion is that a time just before his death, there was a phase where everyone accused him of molesting & all these terrible things. the world forgot about him for awhile ; they didnt care. his fans would slowly lose the shine in there eyes as they see him, the people would slowly lose thier respect for him. All of a sudden, as it was all over the news that michael jackon, the king of pop, had passed away - everyone would freak & cry. then just like that - all of the respect, worship & sympathy that the king of pop once had, regained. I think that the only reason all this regained was because the people felt bad for once putting him down. but why does it matter now ? how does he know that hes respected to the world again when hes dead ? i admit that i had been making jokes about him when he was alive, till the day i found out bout his death i was so shocked. but no doubt as i know - & everyone else ; michael jackon was the best leading entertainer in the media industry, & will never be forgotten.

Rest In Peace - Micheal Jackson
.. long live the king of pop ..