okay at my party basically everyone was gone besides nok & emily. the boys got caught being in my room & mum didnt do much so they left. all i cared about while i was drunk was my carpet. i was crying to my carpet :S cos there was drink stains on it. & when philong left i chuck a sook cos he was MEANT TO STAY ! anyways yeahh day was okay. couldve been better cos i argued with philong that night & ended up crying & rararara. but yeahh all good now :) of course its all good we love each other.

schools been killing me. im FAILING MISERABLY ! D+ on geo exam D on geo assignment. D+ D D+ on chem. C+ C C on maths C+ on english & B B C for maths assignment ( best outta all ). i gotta put my head in it seriously. im pretty lucky its just mid semester. i gotta make my grades go up.. who knew senior could be so hard :( IN REDBANK ( shithole ). & now in english im doing a speech & i HAVE TO pass that one. not just cos im failing but you seriously HAVE TO pass it. or else you fail the whole year of english. i know. whatta kinda shit are they tryna put us thru --'' but thats the way school rolls.

On ipswich show day we got a day off. i went to philongs house :) spend some time with him there & had heaps fun lol. we were cuddling then started to fight each other lol. he started to tickle me & i fully smashed him & i won cos i told him i punched him in the face 3times already hahahs. then he pulled me out of the balcony & tried to pull my strapless top down so everyone could see --'' lol but hes so cute. PHILONG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

lanas ball party was alright. it was good cos every girl looked so gorgeous ! & i mean it. they were all dressed up. me & roxy were talking that night saying just imagine if we had a semi-prom at our school. how MAD would it be ?! but the night us asian girls made friends with the aussie chicks. which is good. since were all in senior ; all the grudges we held against each other should all be long gone. those silly year 8 fights and arguments should be forgotten & all should be friends :) & thats what happened. at least now at our formal nxt year, i'll leave knowing i knew everyone lol. but yeahh didnt do much at lanas party besides talk to others. hang with philong here & there. take pictures. dance & act like losers & left at like 10ish.

think philong is moody cos i didnt get to see him for 2days :( & i was meant to go to his family party thing in sunnybank but my parents didnt allow it ><>

so amazing how i can fall in love with someone so much. i know you all might think oh shes just saying that rarara but i think its kinda stupid myself. i dont know how i can like someone so much in such a short period of time, im literally crazy for him. i always want to be by his side & see him. i truly do love him so much <33